| a simple message per day is just good enough to bring a smile across my face. |
[May. 25th, 2009|08:32 pm] |
I hope to see your text message(s) the moment i wake up,
your name on the incoming call alert,
your simple message ("where are you?") everyday,
you beside me,
you walking me to my classroom.
But i knew, they'll never come true. Deceiving is better than nothing.
I really don't understand you in the sense that, i can't decipher whether you care or don't. If you're just fooling around with me, then leave me alone. If you care, then prove it. You have me taking steps back and losing the perseverance to trust in you. There are just too much emotional racing in my mind. Words for you, pictures of me, memories of you. Sometimes i hope you'd read this. Sometimes i'm damn desperate to let you know. But no, i don't dare to because of the fear that you've given me. |
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| Like so finally |
[May. 8th, 2009|08:07 pm] |
My thoughts are like a river, reflecting in all directions when I heard your name today. But I walked away and told myself - I gotta keep walking, i need to get over you. I told myself i've got better things to do than worry about you. I've done lost my cool for just a minute and I'm back doing my things again. Said I'm finished with it, no more thoughts of you that hurts me on the inside. And I've got my mind right, ain't no more late nights waiting up on you. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2008|05:52 pm] |
其实我已经知道, 只是不敢面对.
心中还有很多说不出口的解释.
如果这是你的决定, 我不会干涉.
因为, 我已学会不去多说. |
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| When the time really comes... |
[Oct. 10th, 2008|12:24 pm] |
Even if you do that to me in future, i'll not blame you. Because i understand.
( I think... )
But you'll never get to see the message, never will you.
I will learn to hate you.
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| Splitting headache. |
[Sep. 11th, 2008|09:24 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  sleepy | ] |
The deprive of sleeps got me splitting headaches and dizziness. Oie, why is sec 3 life so terrible ah?! More homework are stacking up on my computer table and most of them are "fresh from the oven". I am currently doing English summary and there's 2 essays, 1 chinese workbook, 1 chinese essay and 2 chemistry papers to do! I need to drive car tonight again. :( Hopefully i finish them ALL by tonight. Goodbye my lovely sleep! URGH, DO HOMEWORK NIAO! |
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| Midnight oil or not? |
[Sep. 8th, 2008|10:27 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | Rolling on |
| | Closer - Neyo | ] |
I made a promise today that i'll sleep by 7.30pm and wake up in the middle of the night (which is around 3.30am) but i broke my promise. :( Thanks to my itchy fingers which twirled around the laptop and i just can't control myself... Like what you've expected, i got hooked up by the internet monster. Ahhhh, time flew just like that. JUST LIKE THAT, WASTED!!! I think its totally pointless for me to sleep now, i doubt i'll wake up in time anyway. Guess i've to choose between sleep and don't care about the homeworks or rush homeworks now then sleep (in class tmr). Dilemmaaaaaaaaaaaa...!
Shuting, "Teacher, who going to cook for us?"
Me pointing at Mr Lee.
Mr Lee, "Me?! I'm a physicist, things that i cook will turn out black."
P/S: Take much care of yourself this coming Friday yo. I think you know who you are. :)
P/P/S: I'd better rush through my homeworks before they started piling up. Sleepless night is another form of punishment, isn't they? Lol.
P/P/P/S: Work had never been kind to us since the starting of the year, never... Neither do some of the teachers. :(
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[Sep. 7th, 2008|06:07 pm] |
Yay, watching Raymond's performance later. Will be back with photos of today, Sentosa and other "once upon a time" photos.  |
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| Quizzy quizzy. |
[Sep. 5th, 2008|09:56 am] |
| [ | Feeling |
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1) The person who tagged:
Ahbunehneh, peggy goh. Lol.
Ahbunehneh2, khoo yufang. Haha.
2) Your relationship with him/her is:
She's my ahbunehneh friend but i'm WHITE! Lol.
A friend that is more BHB than me!
3) Your five impressions of him/her:
- Caring.
- Dumb.
- Humorous.
- Crazy.
- Listless.
- Brown.
- Squarish.
- -;-
- Very BHB.
- Don't know, lol.
4) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
WOO, the box with a lot of twinkle twinkle little stars and a letter. :)
NO LEH! Pathetic hor.
5) The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
She say she miss me. :')
She say she's cute! OMG.
6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
We've talked about that before, hahahaha.
My mao will stand instead of squat, lol.
7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Nothing leh.
Be more round, hahaha.
8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Die for her, LOL.
Wouldn't buy domokun, hahaha.
9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Cause she didn't cry for me when i'm dead. :(
She's more BHB than me. :(
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Count down to her 18TH birthday! LOL.
Count down to her 17TH birthday! LOL.
11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
Still ahbunehneh, hahahahahahaha.
Very very very BHB, hahahaha.
12)How you think people around you will feel about you?:
Extremely cute. :) Kidding, hahahaha.
13) The characters you love of yourself are:
I've a cute personality. NO LAH, LOL.
14) On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
Almost everything.
15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
My sister. :(
16) For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
Aww, i'm so shy. :$ LOL.
17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Peggy
2. Bernice
3. Ziyun
4. Weizhen
5. Emily
6. Elissa
7. Agnes
8. Michelle
9. Donald Duck
10. Yixiang
18) Who is no.6 having relationship with:
ME ME ME ME ME ME! LOL. No lah, don't have.
19) Is no.9 a male or female?
Or. LOL.
20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good things?
NO. LOL.
22) What is no.2 studying about?
Winnie. :) LOL. Double maths, double science lah.
23) When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday late evening, hohoho.
24) What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Rain and cloud. LOL.
25) Does no.1 have any siblings?
Angie and Edwin lor lor lor lor.
26) Will you woo no.3?
LOL.
27) How about no.7?
Maybe? LOL!
28) Is no.4 single?
Yup. Crushing on me only...... LOL.
29) What is the surname of no.5?
Goh.
30) What's the hobby of no.4
Sleeping. -.- And getting grounded, lolololol.
31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other. Neither will they, lol.
32) Where is no.2 studying at?
S.S.S
33) Talk something casual about no. 1?
Scroll up and see them yourself.
34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
LOL. Definitely. :$
35) Where does no.9 live at?
Sengkang.
36) What colour does no.3 like?
Don't know. Lol.
37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Eh, section senior and junior ba.
38) Does no.1 have any pets?
Lol, no.
39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
She's definitely sexy. LOL.
40）What is no.10 doing now?
Sleeping? Guess so.
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| dekcus yllatot. |
[Sep. 3rd, 2008|07:10 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  sore | ] |
I'm suffering from serious headache and that bus trip home had me car sick. I bet my sickness is gonna be back very soon, very very soon. SS presentation in the morning was totally two thumbs down. I was so nervous and my mind went blank, i can't even read those words properly and i was pausing here and there. Maths and Physics tomorrow is giving me headache. I need a long rest before i really collapsed...
Sorry that i couldn't make it for the 6.30am breakfast because i'm dead beat due to the Sentosa trip. Tmr cfm will go kay, promise. :)
Oh shit, i feel like dying........................................
Stupid asshole, i hate you. Treat me for nice for what, FLIRTER! ~!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Summary. |
[Sep. 2nd, 2008|10:27 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | lethargic | ] |
Yesterday.
- Shopping with Bernice and Emily.
- Went to fareast with these two crazy girls.
- Photowhored with them everywhere, lol.
- Headed to Bugis and saw Kaixin&co.
- Got very little stuffs and settled down at Burger King to rest our legs.
- However, we only bought a drink there.
- Then, we took trains home. :)
Today.
- Sentosa with Agnes, Michelle, Weizhen, Kaixin, Ryan, Donald Duck and Hui Yang.
- Had lunch and took monorail to Sentosa and tram to Siloso Beach.
- Played volleyball and made my thumb bruised.
- Later, my shorts were wet.
- I began to feel very disgusted.
- Photowhored with two lady, Agnes and Michelle with the help of Hui Yang.
- Played with the volleyball without letting the ball to touch the sand.
- Took group photos then they started playing some ball game again.
- Agnes and i went down to enjoy the sea breeze and it was freaking cold.
- Got up and Agnes joined them while i sat down at a side.
- Kaixin joined me because of her contact len and that was the first time i saw a coloured contact. (!?)
- Went to take a shower because it was raining quite heavily, heavier than the drizzles.
- Queued for more than half and hour but we only showered for only 10 mins.
- Had group photos again before we went for dinner.
- Walked one big round but we still dine at Foodrepublic which was actually right beside the enter-exit place of monorail.
- Played and took photo at the blabla place before going to Ben and Jerry's to get Alvin's ice cream.
- Went back there and Ryan started playing with those small boys.
- Funny things happened there and we took train home.
- Ryan has no backside and my nose is becoming flat now. -.-
- Reached home @ 10.10pm. :)
Pictures some other day! I'm off to sleep, tatatatatatatatatatatata. |
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[Aug. 30th, 2008|11:53 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  amused | ] |
( abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz )
I found this quiz on friendster bulletin board and decided to do it since its about Goh Peggy. Lol.
I just found many many 6D friends' blogs! Yoooooohooooooo~. Lol. -.-
YUCK, THIS IS PEGGY THE MONSTER'S PROFILE!
Name: Behemoth Troll
Feast On: Grass
Lurk Around In: Wal-mart
Especially Like to Torment: Pop Stars
Hahahahaha. :)
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| Winnie love today. :) |
[Aug. 29th, 2008|10:12 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  extremely happy! | ] |
| [ | Rolling on |
| | Forever - Chris Brown | ] |
HELLO, LJ IS BLOODY SLOW?!?! What the hell is going on?
So, today is teachers' day celebration... There is a shit ass matter that i've clarify! The mic in front of Weizhen and i was not plugged alright (!!!!!) so if you guys didn't hear us, blame it on 'those' people. And i'm so bloody disappointed by the remarks made by many... BLAME IT ON THE fucking MIC!!!! -.- Okay fine, whatever is over, its over.
Next, we went back Primary School for gathering! Aftermath, Weizhen, Kaixin and i went home to change. Headed over to Douby Ghaut and caught some shitty movie called "The Banishment", rate it 0/5 stars. What a wasted of our money. Its so damn retarded and BORING. So don't ever give this shitty ass a try. Michelle and i left the cinema to walk around The Cathay while waiting for the movie to end. But i guess we were all giggling inside the cinema and agitated some fellow "ang-mohs", lol. Headed to some book store to find 3 pretty notebooks but i found none. -.- So Mich and i were like chatting while sitting down and yada yada. It was the first time ever i guess, hahaha. She's really a big joker and Odelia is sicked! Lol. Not to mention about the two "couples" in the cinema, erhem erhem *cough*. :) Odelia stuffed her hand into Ryan's mouth, OMGZ! Hahahaha. Weizhen stuffed popcorn into Ryan's pocket and Mich say that Wz was trying to do something obscene, *cough cough*. xD Then we decided to go over to foodcourt for dinner and Mich just "ERHEM ERHEM!" at an uncle in the lift who was blocking the door. We're laughing real hard okay, hahaha. Some of us went to Starbucks for the fragrance and the coffee then headed home with girls' chitty chatty. :)
It really feels great being with old friends! Hang out more often alrighttttt. Sentosa, badminton and swimming. o:
Miss all of you! Take care and see you guys again in a few days time. :):):)
P/S: Alvin Soh, the donald duck (cause of his voice!), kept on wacking wz's and my head! Watch your back, bastard! LOL.
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| Woah. |
[Aug. 28th, 2008|08:18 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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| [ | Rolling on |
| | 奋勇前进 | ] |
I can't wait for tomorrow... to give out presents and have another blast on the stage once again! (:(:
People, all the best for tomorrow's performance! Jason, we'll do you proud. ;)
P/S: Just came across some peep's blog and i just realised the reality of human. One can simply put up a show in front of you and their blogs, but you'll never know when you would get backstabbed the next minute. Scary and evil actions of people... \: But what to do? Life's like that. Haha.
P/P/S: I just realised... I missed the past. ): |
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| Topsy-turvy \: |
[Aug. 27th, 2008|10:26 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  confused | ] |
SUDDENLY,
I feel like killing some people.
I don't know why.
Fake faces, fake people.
Bunch of idiots.
URGH!!
Bottling up feelings is never a good choice,
but when one couldn't find another to turn to, its never his/her choice.
Are you really essential or incidental...?
I don't have an answer. |
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| 我能做些什么呢... |
[Aug. 24th, 2008|07:07 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| |  guilty | ] |
Omg omg omg, there's a guilty feeling that had been haunting me for days ever since Friday. \: I felt so... remorseful? Sympathic? I couldn't describe... From the faces i saw on her, i wanted the time to rewind. Are we going overboard against her...? Shall we stop these actions? |: Shoo feelings shoo! And I lost my ezlink card lahzsx...................................................... *Hits my head* Tmd. } : |
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| Dusk till dawn |
[Aug. 21st, 2008|11:01 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | negative | ] |
| [ | Rolling on |
| | Empty - The Click Five | ] |
Usual stuffs, quiz! Oh well, ain't feeling very good nowadays. Daniel even said he can guess that i'm suffering from stress. :(
Hope i had a chance to lay back on an open field to watch the clouds with friend(s) one day...
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| Define. |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|09:06 pm] |
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Friends are passerby, they take the benefits from you but never appreciate them.
Good friends advice you about them.
Best friends cares about you.
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| "首先呢..." |
[Aug. 20th, 2008|04:49 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
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Omg, i love my Ct2 results so much much muchie! Guess what, i passed everything excluding SS cause we haven't got back yet but prolly on Friday. Woah and finally, i passed Chemistry and Amaths!! I thought i'd fail 'em and such, you knowwwww. I'm damn excited and happy alright! Gotta go on a fantastic shopping trip with Bernice and Emily and head over to watch Raymond and Joyce's performance at White on Sunday! (Two thumbs up!!) :D
English - 52/100 ~ C6 ( improved )
Chinese - 80/100 ~ A1 ( improved )
Physics - 57/100 ~ C5 ( greatest disappointment, deproved )
Chemistry - 55/100 ~ C5 ( shocked! improved )
Emaths - 75/100 ~ A1 ( happy happy :) improved )
Amaths - 50/100 ~ C6 ( luckily -.- improved )
Geography - 72/100 ~ A1 ( super lucky, last minute preparation. improved )
Although they weren't great but as least i didn't failed right. Gotta work hard and buck up. :)
THREE CHEERS. |
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| 一句话， 就足够与影响人的一生... ... |
[Aug. 18th, 2008|08:24 pm] |
| [ | Feeling |
| | blah | ] |
| [ | Rolling on |
| | 我的连续剧 - 何维健 | ] |
Came home from CP with Xinyi after cake baking session with Weizhen earlier on. Was raining heavily and my shorts were so wet lah. Anyway, I had a sudden buzzing sound piercing my right ear. There were only buzzing sound i could hear with my right ear... Totally scared the hell out of me. -.-
Me, "Walao, the what what talk again."
(press for channel u)
Father, "No need to check lah, every channel his talk."
Me, "Shit. :("
I'm gonna finish up my canto drama <<法证先锋>> by this week and i'll rent <<命中注定我爱你>>! Can't wait to occupy myself with these shows. |
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